It is so cold outside, which don't get me wrong I love cold weather, I believe if it's winter it should be cold. This though is going beyond my love factor, I may thaw out some time this summer, which by that time I will be begging for this type of weather, so maybe I should just stop complaining. HA!
I am so saddened over the news I have been hearing about the shooting in Arizona. Those poor people, the victims of those who were killed or injured, and the family of the person who shot them. There are no winners in this. For those who were affected by this, by the hands of the shooter, and for his family. How do you answer the questions of those who want to know why, when you yourself don't understand why he did it. As his parents, I am sure they are beyond devastated. I will continue to pray for the victims and their families, and some may not agree, but I will also continue to pray for the person who did this and his family.
Me and Philip are in full force of the "Baby Westerfield" project, which means we are aggressively approaching ways to conceive. I am currently doing the ovulation monitor, and so far I am not ovulating, but it is still early, no cause for alarm just yet. I have to do this for two months until I go to the doctor and then if I don't have definitive proof I am ovulating, then we will move on to the next phase, which I am not too sure what that is. I have been going to the gym for a couple of months now, and I can tell a difference, so we are moving in the right direction, finally, on the stuff we (meaning more or less me) should have been doing all along. It is almost surreal, when you really start preparing for and doing whatever it takes to have a baby. Last week, it hit me, wow, finally we are here, we are doing this, and only God knows when, but someday we are going to be parents,and I was so overcome with joy I could hardly stand it. The main part I must remember daily is to have faith in God and even when it's hard and all I want to do is cry, to believe in him and know He is with me every step of this journey.
Have a blessed day.
Jennifer
