Finally Friday

I was just going back through some of my old blogs, and it was almost comical to think I thought I was the one in control of my life and certain situations, how wrong was I? The last blog post I did before I got pregnant was back in January, and I talked about how I was gonna do this and that, and blah, blah, blah. Well obviously somewhere between January and February a light bulb went off in my head, where I told myself you big dummy, you are not in control, God is, always has been and always will be. So lesson learned, well if you have read any of my blog posts since then, you know on March 18th, we found out we were pregnant, on my birthday we found out our little peanut was coming in November, and in June we found out our little peanut is a girl. Whew, all that in just a short amount of time. Ha!!!! I used to think, how will I be able to stand waiting for my baby for 9 months, well let me tell you, it flies by, I promise you, it seems like I just found out yesterday, and here I am getting ready for 2 showers, one our church is throwing us next weekend, and the other one a dear friend of mine is throwing me the following weekend. I am so excited over it, but it also makes me nervous to think, in just a few months, 3 to be exact, our baby girl will be here, and sometimes it still seems so unreal. Believe me when she starts her aerobics, I am well aware she is inside my belly, but we prayed for this child for so long, to know she is growing inside of me, and one day soon, I will get to hold her in my arms, and love on her forever, and she will be my baby, I don't have to give her back to anyone, is the most awesome thing in the world. I absolutely love the transformation my husband has taken on this, he still wants to stock up on shotguns and such, but he really is thrilled beyond words that he is gonna have a daddy's baby. Inset eye roll here, lol, I get told daily how much she will be a daddy's girl, and this and that, and we go back and forth about it, so much so, I threaten to hide her from him after she is born, so she will be momma's baby, not really yall. All kidding aside, I hope our baby girl does love her daddy with all her heart, and she looks up to him and one day when she is grown up, she looks for a man to spend her life with that has the same traits and qualities her daddy does, cause I know I have a winner in the man that God chose to be my husband, and I couldn't ask for a better man to be my husband and a daddy to our baby girl. I can't wait for her to be here, just so I can see my husband melt over her, and fall madly in love with her, and so I can tell everyone about it, even though he will probably tell me not to say anything, yeah right, lol!!!!