Random things about me

1. I love to get up in the mornings to watch my husband sleep, I do this every morning just about, he has no idea I do this.
2. I rearrange my kitchen every week, and still can't get satisfied.
3. I am a die hard football fan, especially Peyton Manning and the Colts
4. I have a short fused temper, I am working on it though
5. I have this mad obsession with leopard print things, so bad I have a tattoo of a leopard on my back, yeah imagine what that will look like when I am 90. HA!
6. I have extreme panic attacks when I drive, therefore, I don't
7. I have two dogs who are my world, if I don't get the chance to have a baby, they would suffice as my babies, they get treated as such.
8. My baby dog thinks he is a lap dog, even though he is 72 pounds
9. My big baby dog is my best friend, he was my partner when me and Philip were dating and experienced some rough times, he gave me all the comfort I needed without being able to say a word
10. I am trying to lose weight, so easy to put it on, not easy to take it off
11. I am not easily motivated
12. I want to learn to paint .
13. I get teased at great lengths for being a Tennessee Vols fan when I am married into an Ole Miss loving family, my brother in law is the worst of em all. HA!
14. I want to visit Italy so bad, but am scared of going overseas.
15. I miss my mom and dad, and wish they both lived near me, which not sure how that would work, considered they are both married to other people, might I mention to great other people
16. I have learned to forgive people for things they have done to me, now I just have to work on the forget part
17. I am fascinated by other people's creativity, but don't have a creative bone in my body, wish I did though
18. For the first time in a long time, I find myself at peace, mostly in part because I realize God's in control
19. I want to be a mother so bad sometimes it hurts, I dream of decorating the nursery, buying baby clothes, all the good stuff, and I even think about the hard stuff and it doesn't phase me, I am not allowed to watch baby shows, or look at baby clothes or baby stuff for that matter in stores, because I cry and it makes my husband feel bad, I realize this is all in God's plan, but it still is hard, so I continue to pray
20.  I love my husband so very much, he truly is my soul mate and my best friend, we have gone through many ups and downs, and times were so rough at one point, but we persevered through it.  My husband provides for me and gives me more than I can ask for and I know he loves me wholeheartedly, just as I do him.