E-Women's Conference

I am sure all the ladies who attended from our church will have something to say about this, I can sum it up in one word. Awesome...... I was a little hesitant about going, I don't know why, I just was. Friday and Saturday was great, and I found two new favorite singers, Mandisa and Jeremy Camp. They both rocked. The speakers were awesome, Chonda Pierce made my side hurt from laughing at her so hard. Listening to Sheri Rose Shepherd talk made me realize I am moving in the right direction with doing the girls ministry. It also helps when one of my fave women pokes me and says see you can do this. Love to you Mrs. Pauline. All of the speakers were awesome. I really liked Angela Thomas. But it's funny how God speaks to us, lately I have been seeking him out more and more, because I am hurting over not being able to give my husband a child. This hurt is so deep sometimes, I can't stand to bear it. It's funny, though. The hurt is not for me, it is for him, because I know he longs for it, and I at times don't feel like a total woman, when I can't easily give him a child. I have cried out to God, please help me through this, I am trying to be patient and wait for you, but as I am human, patience is not my strong point. I am a want it now person, and he is definitely making me wait this out. So, on to the point, Mandisa sang a song He is With Us, and tears started falling down my face like a faucet, because I needed to hear that, I needed to hear that no matter the circumstance, He is here with me. Never falling behind. I love how when I need to hear it the most, His words do not fall on deaf ears. I talked about the girls ministry I would like to start in our FLO class and I said if God set the plan for me to never have children, but I make a difference in one girls' life, then I have fulfilled his purpose for me. I am forever thankful for what God has given me in life. I am so glad I was able to share the E-Women's Conference with the ladies from our church, they are great, and I love them all dearly. Even though Christa and Christie won't get up Sunday and dance like Mandisa did this weekend, something about not wanting people to fall out. HA.